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Listening to: A Perfect Circle
Feeling: sane
3:23 Tuesday Afternoon   Doing What I was Told Both the cars are back. We're back. Soon there will be no more caleb. I almost started crying in third hour today. My little sister is insanely annoying, but that's the way little sisters are. I had a dream last night but i don't remember what it was about. Caleb and I were going to go see Scott yesterday, cos Scott said he wanted to meet Caleb (i'm not sure why), but Scott was working. Caleb came to school with me yesterday. My english class fell in love with him. My english teacher thinks it's crap that he was only allowed to come one day. Today a girl asked me if i liked him. i was like, "are you kidding me?" honestly. what is this, a reversion to seventh grade? What are we? 12 year olds? I said, "yes..." and walked away. It was weird. lame. maybe tomorrow night, Caleb and I will go on a date with Sara and Derek. that'd be cool. The date with Hailey and Ryan was...a little awkward. anyway. i'm going to leave because the sister is obnoxious. ----------------- 4:08 p.m. i want him to come home now. i do mean now.
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awkward to say the least.

i still feel really bad about that.
i guess it would have been better if we weren't pretending we were ok.