11:53 Late Thursday Night The Good Days Are Bad
my sister and I are cool kids.
um.
i hate crying so much that i wanna puke.
it makes me want to hurl.
and i don't like barfing.
We are kinda planning, but it's a long way away yet. I really wanna settle down proper and have kids but we gotta buy a house first. We're about a year away from a pretty healthy deposit. After that I can start my planning properly, lol! We only want a very small wedding anyway. Anything else new with you?x
yea, it.s not a normal thing but i.m on vacation and i have a lot of time on my hands right now. it.s supposed to be thinking time but i.ve had enough of that, so...
haha i don.t live in utah but my ex is from there. but she isn.t mormon anymore. it.s hard to be lesbian and mormon, haha. i used to be as well. and my friend, he is doing his mission for the right reasons, i am happy for him if that is what makes him happy but i just want to catch up with him since obviously so much has changed since high school. i mean, like i said we used to use together... i want to see what changed him for the better :)
how exactly does one be an openly gay mormon? haha. i mean is he active in the church? does he date women? like i was an inactive mormon long before i finally accepted that i am gay, and nothing against the church but i so would not spend the rest of my life lonely and without experiencing love just because it isn.t acceptable. strange and interesting. i.m looking forward to the lunch, i think it will be neat because i know he is down to earth