12:16 Early Wednesday Afternoon   Crushed Ribs and Full Hearts I got a long e-mail from Caleb. It's so random. And sweet. Picked up Shyrl this morning but his luggage didn't get on the plane with him so i don't have my SLR. It's okay....it's .. okay... I talked to Scott, a guy who asked me to dance through Arina at the Formal (i even wrote about it back in july). He told me how awesome i am. I love the people here! They think I am awesome (those poor, misled fools). But he told me some stuff, some personal stuff about himself, and it made me sad. I don't know. At the Airport today I watched people greet each other. Families reuniting. Children running to grandparents. distance makes the heart grow fonder I talked to Shauna last night. She told me about her boyfriend, and I hope that it works out. I told her about mine and she said she'd been looking for the combination if smarts adn looks for ages upon ages. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have met him until later. But oh well. If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. I'll see him again someday, even if he's married or I am. I want to come back. See if it's still the same through my blurred and enhanced memories. Polaroid snapshots. when do i get my camera?