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Listening to: tool
Feeling: reluctant
11:11 Late Monday Morning   Taking a Cue from Popular Culture not really. But since i just passed the 800-entry mark and I'm interested in how i've changed...thought I'd take inspiration from Vakkergotisk's recent entry of the same nature, 100 things about me 1 - I am 20 years old 2 - I pick my nose (it is an efficient booger-removal system) 3 - I am impossibly easy to please 4 - in that same vein, i'm impossibly easy to displease, as well 5 - I don't know what I want to do with my life anymore 6 - Lately I've been really attracted to small children (particularly little girls) 7 - I am in love, quite deeply 8 - I'm ridiculously self-centered 9 - I spell things the British way and I don't know why 10 - I love my job but only when I know what I'm doing 11 - I love hanging out with my boss's wife 12 - I hate my job right now because I don't know what's going on 13 - I've never taken less than 17 credits in a semester 14 - I've lived in New Zealand for a grand total of 17 months and am going back for another month and a half in June 15 - My favourite colour is red 16 - My favourite city is Portland, OR 17 - I guess I am a closet hipster 18 - I am a treehugger 19 - I have been a vegetarian for almost 4 years 20 - Every year i make a resolution to stop biting my nails and every year I fail. 21 - I really like broccoli and asparagus heads 22 - my favourite fruit is the orange. I love citrus! 23 - I want to live sustainably, which means, I guess, that I will have to move somewhere where oranges grow so they don't have to be shipped to me. 24 - I love having a vegetable and herb garden. It's really satisfying to eat food I've tended from a seedling. 25 - I'm a soil science major 26 - I don't feel like I fit in the 'college of ag' yet i'm proud of being an Aggie 27 - I'm a girl! but I didn't figure that out until middle school. 28 - I like painting 29 - I love taking pictures of people 30 - I am afraid of taking pictures of people 31 - Getting drunk is not something I enjoy doing, in fact I've only ever consumed alcohol for the sole purpose of getting drunk once, and don't intend to do it again 31 - The fact that I dislike being drunk is actually quite unfortunate because I love the taste of ethanol. 32 - I hate the side products of combustion reactions (i.e. smoke) 33 - I'm a really picky eater 34 - I stopped eating red meat so long ago that I can't remember the last time I DID eat it. 35 - Good Communication is really high in my priorities for my relationships 36 - I was the class scientist in 3rd grade 37 - I like feeling smarter than people, because i'm self-centered and I value intelligence more than most other things. 38 - My boyfriend makes me proud. 39 - I still live with my parents. 40 - I have a very volatile personality. I'm a passionate lover and a passionate fighter. 41 - Despite being so volatile, my weapon of choice is wit and caustic verbage. Violence never was my fort�. Emotional damage is harder to overcome. 42 - I hate hurting people. It's almost Jekyll and Hyde. 43 - My pet fish has been alive for almost 2 weeks. 44 - I hate Facebook, even though I am a hypocrite and I have one. 45 - I have never ever had a MySpace. 46 - I shop at Walmart and blanch at everything I buy that is made in China. Which is everything. 47 - I wish I was less of a consumer 48 - Technology hates me, everything I touch I break! Though I have had my camera for 2 years and it's still going strong, my mp3 player is on its way to hell and i recently messed my laptop up 49 - My boyfriend has pictures of me all over his walls and it makes me feel good 50 - I drink soymilk whenever I can. It's gotten to the point where I don't even like real milk anymore. 51 - My parents wanted to kill me when I was an infant - I had colic! 52 - I want to paint a mural some day. 53 - My lips are chapped right now but I don't care. 54 - I love Vivaldi 55 - When I see people cry, I want to cry 56 - Speaking of crying, I cry at almost every movie. I cried during Snakes on a Plane. I cry when people get hurt. 57 - I'm a fuckin cry baby! 58 - I often really enjoy swears but I try not to indulge too much. 59 - Chiseled jaw-lines really do it for me. I actually think that's what first attracted me to Caleb. 60 - When I first met Caleb I thought he was a dumb jock (but a hot one, if out of my league). It makes me laugh to think about it now. 61 - I am an angry driver! 62 - My sister's cat loves me more than he loves her (or rather he probably loves my bed more than hers). 63 - Caleb's parents scare me. 64 - I yell at people in my head. It's really satisfying because in my head I always win the arguments. 65 - I hate jokes about men/women. I also hate race jokes. I don't hate blond jokes but i don't find them particularly funny, either. 66 - Politicians frustrate me to no end. 67 - I wish we would figure out how to control fusion already! 68 - I love making my own clothes. My sewing machine is one of my best friends. 69 - I've been belly dancing for 2 and a half years, now. 70 - I wish I could make everything myself. One of my biggest desires is to be self-sustainable. 71 - I hate being typical. 72 - Eating spicy things makes my nose run 73 - It occurred to me recently that I LOVE big noses on men. 74 - I've never been that interested in men who are much taller than me - perhaps it is a metaphorical subconscious power thing. 75 - I'm powerful and can be intimidating. It's more of a curse than a blessing sometimes. 76 - I like drinking water out of jars 77 - Small things freak me out - I think they're cool but they still scare me - spiders, insects, mice, gravel...just kidding, gravel doesn't scare me. 78 - I love learning! 79 - My parents are quite fat. I'm pretty sure i'll be fat, too, some day. 80 - I want to learn how to skip rocks, but don't tell Caleb about it 81 - I love watching pregnant women walk. I loved watching Juno walk in that movie. 82 - When I get depressed, I get REALLY depressed. My bouts of depression are usually sparked by self deprecating thoughts and fueled by starving children and burning rainforests. 83 - I am a very absent-minded person 84 - I would really like to go sky diving some day, but it is expensive. 85 - My best friend in the whole world is the only person who knows how to kiss me just right. 86 - I hate when animals are hurt. 87 - I still cry when I think of my dog who died when I was a sophomore...but we've already established what a cry baby I am 88 - Sometimes I have weird dreams about Nic Nic being a ghost cat. I wake up and I'm never sure if they're real or not. 89 - Speaking dreams, almost all of my nightmares involve zombies. 90 - Death scares me. 91 - I love Jesus. I really do. I'm a Christian. 92 - I'm not very patriotic. I think patriotism is kind of like idol worship. Also blindly following a country for the sake of following is really stupid. 93 - That said, I think the constitution of the USA is amazing and well-written. It doesn't mean it's the best government, it just means it's the best for ME. 94 - I like going to church but I'm kind of afraid of other congregation members sometimes. I'm afraid of what they'll think, even though I know the people who go to my church are wonderful folks. 95 - I'm absurdly insecure. 96 - I love my silhouette from the front, but not from the side. 97 - I count steps, but I don't have OCD. (That doesn't mean I don't have Obsessive Compulsive tendencies, it just means I don't have a disorder) 98 - Wednesday (the person not the day!) has been one of my closest friends for about 7 years. I love that girl! She helps me stay grounded. 99 - If I could have any superpower of my choice, I'd want the ability to heal. 100 - I have conflicting feelings on growing up. I wanna be young forever but I don't mind responsibilities. wow it is hard to think of 100 things about myself. sorry if there are any repeats. I noticed a couple things that didn't make sense and changed them but yeah. this is me in a nut shell. a rather large nut shell.
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That's kinda cool. I don't know what I really want - guess I'm too used to thinking on a budget! For a reception I would be pretty happy with a small dinner for everyone who was at the wedding, then a few drinks, nothing too major x
My darling, it's so comforting that all those things you've listed - I already know about you! Well, maybe not the arguments in yer head.... anyways! Are you happy? Are you truly happy Resa!? I hope so! I love you!
I DO see my own power. I know I have it! I just don't know why others need to tell me I don't have it, or try to make me ashamed for it. It's not very nice. Just cuz they don't see theirs doesnt mean they can crush me.... I know I can do whatever I set my heart on doing! And so can you babe! So can you! Love, me
haha, a lot of straight women dig chicks secretly. it.s okay :p
i just got done scanning the 100 things about you. we are on the same page with #s 5, 28, 61, 78, and 100. as for #73... you're on your own with that one!
i have always, always, loved big noses. at some point they must have been a sign of masculinity and intelligence, just like my wide hips are supposed to attract male suitors. you always seem to make me feel less crazy, because for as long as i have been attracted to boys my girlfriends have made fun of me.