1:58 Sunday Afternoon   Looking Forward to the Past Today has been so utterly productive. I was dreaming,then I woke up. I wanted to keep dreaming, but i thought to myself "it's probably 10:30 and I have dishes to wash." So I got up, I got dressed, and i looked at the clock. 7:41 a.m. I don't know what's wrong with me. I was hungry so I ate breakfast. Put my eyes in. Peed. Washed dishes. Cleaned my room. Sat at the computer. (x 10) Then i brushed my teeth. Showered. [Irony] I don't know anyone who is busier than me. [/Irony] He's coming home today. I keep expecting him to sign in any second. I keep willing him to sign in any second. Now would be good. Now would be really good. When's he coming back? maybe he hates me...maybe i'm paranoid. Yesterday, I went to UCSA with Kerry, Chris, and Arina. We saw their stage production of The Little Shop of Horrors. The beginning half wasn't that great. The ending half was pretty cool. It's no Rocky Horror Show, but it's still alright. We then walked to Kerry's and ate vanilla milkshakes. The 3 bus came a few minutes after we went outside to the bus stop and we went downtown. We went into a sex shop but it wasn't really anything special. Risqué underwear, a couple porn dvds, and lots of vibrators, but no corsets! Argh! Oh well. We also went to the magic shop and swooned over costumes and fake blood. hehe. I love the magic shop. The big video rental place downtown we went to had the zombie movies i wanted to hire out! yesssss. I reckon I'll go there next friday or something after school and hire me out some videos for my birthday! Especially if i decide to have a party! Went back to the Bus Xchange and caught the 84. I decided to go home, the others stopped at the mall because they were sleeping over at Chris's and I didnt' really want to. I mean i wanted to but I thought caleb would come home sooner so .. whatever. I got home around 6, and then just lazed around for the rest of the night. I got involved in a sort of debate with Geniesa. Eep! I'm a stereotypical normal person! And I also got to talk to my Taylor! Hehehe, he called me a goddamn psycho wench and it only made me miss him more. *Sigh* then i went to bed. Then today happened. oh my gosh he just got on! Whoa, butterflies in the stomach! (2:41 p.m.) He's gonna come over. yay!