8:17 Sunday Evening   The Summer Twilight All of me aches. My ribs, my back, my sides, my thighs, my butt, my neck, my shoulders. God what a great show. Eh, mostly mediocre high school bands, but lots of people to make fun of. And lots of room for dancing crazy. I was a ball of energy. Considering how tired I was yesterday afternoon, it's amazing how much energy I had. Megan's band was good! yay! I was the only person dancing, except some random tall Asian looking kid, but he was all over the place, i was just jumping around in one spot. But when the next band came on, instead of jumping around in one spot in the front of the semicircle surrounding the band, I took advantage of all the empty space in the back and went careening all over the place. It was awesome. I had loads of fun with Megan and Emi. There were people there who worked so hard to fit into their stereotypes. I appreciated that Meg's band didn't dress up special. I didn't appreciate the guitar with the 'zumies' sticker on it. Like, yay advertising! But man oh man, i could really use a full body massage right now. And of course, where's the man I sacked the sexy Puerto Rican pool boy/masseuse for? Typically halfway across the globe. I came home, i think I talked to Caleb for a few moments, I went to bed, got up for church, went to work in the nursery, talked to mandy for a while...She wasn't in a manic low. Good news. I finished Harry Potter five and worked on Harry Potter 6. I ate cheesy goldfish snacks and ants on a log...mmmm raisins, peanutbutter, and celery. Then at dinner I had vege-stirfry and Salad because gosh I love vegetables. Then came online and have been bumming around. Waiting for 9:30 to roll around to talk to my most wonderful Caleb to hop online maybe. There is someone who is annoying me kind of and it bugs me that I don't feel like I can say who because someone might get offended. It bugs me because I should feel like I can say whatever I want. It is, after all, my diary. So instead I'll be annoyingly vague. People who think their ideals and thoughts and opinions should be instilled on everyone really annoy me sometimes. Especially when if I don't shair the ideal/thought/opinion, I'm lame. I know, it's probably hyppocritical of me to say so, but I'm working on that...trying to be more openminded. I even admitted that I can see how some people are uncomfortable with homosexuality. That doesn't mean I think that homosexuality is wrong (it's one of my major standpoints), but I try to respect other points of view... I'm digressing I think I was trying to say that I didn't like being "lame." Oh i forgot I talked to Scott on msn today and he was quite cheeky, I just asked him for some help and he's like "link. figure the rest out yourself. I hope your daddy knows what he's doing." No one is allowed to call my daddy "daddy" but me. I wanted to smash him. But I was still trying hard to be polite. I told him if he didn't want to help me, that was fine, all he had to do was say so and he said "I just don't like spoon feeding people." I was ready to roll my sleeves up...but still was polite... And then he blocked me. Mmm. I don't need people who block me. I'm good at keeping my anger in check these days though.