12:24 Sunday Morning   The Small Things I really like having to change the date of the entry. I miss it. it's a silly thing to miss. But there are a lot of silly things I miss. Cuddling during movies. Caressing thumbs and playing with hair. Sneaking kisses and making comments about the characters. I was with Arthur, but ... it's obviously not even close to even trying to pretend to be the same. There's tension between Arthur and I. It's not very obvious but I can feel it. He doesn't fit in with me. Caleb and I don't really match up perfectly in terms of political views and hobbies, but our personalities are so in sync. Things with caleb have never been better. Which is amazing because they've always been fantastic. there's never a dull moment. 18 months and i'm still head over heels pathetic over him. .... I've got nothin'. but i've got everything. stick a fork in me... i'm done