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12:44 Sunday Afternoon   I want to stop crying I don't know who I can go to. I'd go to my dad but he's not really very comforting. I'd go to my mum but I don't think she'd really understand. Well, she might..but she might think I'm stupid for getting this way over a stupid high school relationship. Because are we really a transcendental couple, meant to be together? silly me. i love him. he loves me. I can't think of anything that can change that, God willing. Other boys are cute, but there aren't any other calebs. heh. I'm such a nerd. He was my reason to shave. have I mentioned my nerdiness? Today is father's day. I made him a card. it was kind of a pathetic card but i thought hard about the adjectives. He made us pancakes and chelsea signed the card i wrote. then he shaved with his new razor. i slept in past the beginning of church. :( I want to take photos.
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oh hell yess im rich! two bucks! heh..
zeb is funny as. and he doesnt believe that kerry isnt on drugs.
well, neither do i, but heh.

uh yeah...good luck coping with missing caleb...

go take some photos. photos are fun =)
Sorry to hear about Caleb and what you're going through with that. I dont really have anyone to turn to about my relationship when things get bad :/ So I know how you feel to a certain extent. You can talk to me if you want :] I'll always listen.

Yea, I love clubs now :] haha Im such a dork

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if only love made people feel good and not bad. love is like a drug, and when you dont have it, you go through withdrawels. good luck hon.
being sick does suck.

having two bucks that dont work here isnt that awesome.

I suppose. I don't particularly want scurvy.

I think that you should just try and stop worrying about Caleb because then it will just be more comfortable. If you love him and he loves you, then for the moment you needn't worry.
I'm sorry that you miss Caleb so much, my dear special friend. Hopefully he'll be able to come visit you for a while sometime.... :) Well, I hope you get feeling less sad..
So because its a high school relationship its stupid? Whaaa!? I've been with my girly for almost 4 years now...and you know when we started first dating? HIGH SCHOOL! Ya'never know high school sweethearts do last, don't let those fools who say "OH! you think ittle last?! HA!" Fuck them...just because their life took a wrong turn doesn't mean yours will ....=] so if you must, keep crying.
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Oh and uh, I didn't mean it was a "Fuck you" towards your mom, cause i'm definately no motherfucker. But you get the gist..right?
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Clubs are hot ♣

I know that feeling :[ I usually just bitch and vent in my many diaries til I feel better but it always helps to talk to someone. Yea, I have you on AIM. I'll hit you up one day :]

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