Swing Effect
for the first time in months.
He's coming over tonight and we're making daisy chains and that's the last time I'll be with him alone for a while.
School tomorrow, and then not again until Next Monday, and then I have to start the whole thing over.
And before I know it, I'm gone. I'm partying on the north island, then the Great Barrier Reef in Australia. Then Fiji, and I vow to kiss a stranger.
And then I'll be home.
Waiting for school to start again.
Waiting for Christmas to come,
Waiting for him.
You know, I'm rather pathetic.
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5:58 p.m.
You know what?
I wanna learn how to pole dance.
Next year I want to be in Key Club, Debate team, Swim team, and I wanna take ballet lessons!
I also want to get straight As but that's not as important to me. As long as I get Bs and As but I'm going to work as hard as i can.
Eep.Listening to: CKY(Close Yet Far)
Feeling: pleasant
4:10 Monday Afternoon
 Social Butterflies and the Lone Flower
I'm not very melodramatic but I'm also not close to many people at school. The social butterflies like me, but they wouldn't hang out with me.
I'm like a flower, they come to me one at a time when no one else is around and sip from my nectar and they leave after a few seconds to go to either a different flower like me or a cluster of other butterflies to a bigger cluster of brighter, prettier flowers.
I don't mind. I like it better talking with only one or two people at a time.
I got kissed on the cheek by Him at the Rocky Horror Show and got the
I wish I had that life.
:-)
You're close to leaving, but not really. Whereas if you're an underclassmen you know you still have time.
Going to bed now. Midnight. Tired. Swim meets. Fragmented thinking.
Damn our argumentative sides.
He knows. I spoke to him the other day. He knew. He was just waiting for me to tell him.
I suppose it did kind of make me feel better when I spoke to him.
But then again, it was just the getting it off my chest that helped.
Eh. Who cares. Apparently the chicks dig bisexuals.
:)