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12:39 Early Wednesday Morning   Sleepless Hatred I am going to be busy later. And i have to wake up early later. And i'm going to swim a mile later. I'm going to be with Caleb later. And yet I can't sleep. GAH. ----------------- 9:20 p.m. Well this time at least I'm tired. I forgot breakfast this morning and felt like a loser by lunchtime, after swimming a mile and spending an extra hour with caleb in the wave/current/hot pools. We go in, it's sunny. We come out, it's pouring down rain. I feel a little bit better about myself for swimming the mile but not even an ibuprofen can save me from the treacherous grips from the ailment we underestimate on a regular basis....the one we call... Headache ... I can't believe how fast this week is going. Maybe it will start slowing down now that I sort of realise Oh my Great Green Gophers, it's Christmastime in the city! (silver bells) Oh I do so want rainbow tights. Or hot pink fishnets. I wonder if we're going to have a santa clause this year? I wonder what Jesus is thinking right now. Probably "Dad, why'd you give them their own wills? What were you thinking?" Happy Birthday, J-Man!
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I wouldn't wish jealousy upon you! it's not fun.
me too. that's why I wouldn't want to wish it on someone. :(
can't you see that's what I want?!!!
I never want you to leave my side. this is the only way! now take my hand!
aww
Haha..yeah..I should try that, except I'm extremely lazy.

I used to do yoga, that was awesome, but now Im not anywhere near where I used to do it, and so I cant do it where I live now :(
I think Jesus probably asks Him that a lot..

Would've saved them both a lot of trouble!
[Anonymous]
Because i like the layout of it, thats why, the pictures and stuff, is that a bad thing?
Wow, its kinda weird you say that..because i feel the same way..i just hit your diary and liked it, plus saw so many entrees, so i could tell you've used this for awhile..but i feel the same way..i guess i didnt think when i put it, i just...well, liked it:)
hey =) nice diary
[Anonymous]
Awesome :)

Yeah..I just liked the lavendar aromatherapy that the yoga instructor put on our chins. It was scrumptious. And very hypnotizing.
aw why? we're the most fun!
Lol, your welcome:)
because it is. I like the color scheme
[Anonymous]
no and I don't think that matters. do you even bother to be nice?
[Anonymous]
i'm sorry that you think comments are pointless. I was just saying that I like the look.. it doesn't always have to be about the content.
[Anonymous]
well good then. mine must be if you keep responding =)
[Anonymous]
who is j-man?
[Anonymous]
I bet you are.
[Anonymous]
Haha yeah...I want some of that stuff!!

My mom had some and I just kept putting it on my chin [where the yoga lady put it] and almost falling asleep. haha..I'm so queer.
you're a whore with an awesome diary.
but but but

imaginary friends are the best!!!

:/
[Anonymous]
Ugh. I couldn't sleep last night either. I was too excited. Heheh, like a little kid.

Except, I was excited about going to see my David, not Christmas - which most little kids would be excited about right now.

Though I don't think your sleeplessness was caused by excitement, so that's really crap.
Poor you. =(

I can't imagine missing Halloween because here there might as well be no Halloween. Especially for a party pooper like me. =D
[Anonymous]
Aw..well I hope you got some sleep.

I hate not getting sleep..the no sleep doesnt really bother me, but when Im just laying there...and laying there..its like OK ALREADY.
hard to sleep when u got so many things planned
i hate those days. when you know you need sleep, but you can't.

i wish you luck in finding your dreams...

amy
[Anonymous]
when are you coming back? soon? i decided you should just bring Caleb with you. that wouldn't to hard now would it... jk.
that is neat. where in the southern hemisphere?

party on!

-Candice
[Anonymous]
dont spend much time with caleb anymore? how ya keeping, sexy darlin'?
how's the belly?
love.
: P
: P
i wish i was a good swimmer :/

write write!
oh yeah. one per day
ha
[Anonymous]
that's so odd, at least 5 of my friends (including myself) suffered from insomnia as well... so odd, so odd.
Maybe something's in the air.
it does not surprise me that your belly, she gets so much love. she is the most beautiful belly of all the bellies.
: P
and rather tangible!

wooooo ;)
[Anonymous]
soon, hopefully. and in public.
: P
Yum, I like Ice cream. Especially smokey liverwurst flavor. With open-ended oysters, stale doritos, and a dash of gasoline. But Frogs!? Yucky...
[Anonymous]
Yeah..haha..

I just woke up from sleep! Yay for me.
I wish I could go swimming, I haven't been swimming in years because I don't want to be seen in public wearing so little. Ah, the self-conscious youth of today. Tsk.
[Anonymous]
awesome diary;)
what would you say if I asked you not to go?
to forget everyone
forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go?
promise me you'll never let me go.
that's ok my dear