10:13 Late Friday Morning (26 June 2009)   Photography and Flowers and Cakes OH MY less than 2 weeks at this point. I hate the stigma I've placed on myself about getting married young, about obnoxious girls who spend too much time caring about their wedding, getting too excited and people thinking you're not blase and cool.. I totally need to get over myself and enjoy it. Like, the marriage part I'm totally cool with, the hurdle is just the wedding. I want it to be a big party and I'm starting to get scared that it won't be. I'm starting to get scared that it's too traditional and stuffy, and I'm starting to worry that I haven't spend enough time with the details. take flowers for example. I haven't even picked them out let alone ordered them! HOWEVER I am not above buying a bouquet from the local grocery store on the day of, so I'm STILL not as stressed out as I could (should?) be. I'm scared that i've done something wrong I think. I'm getting butterflies, and it's ridiculous. Who cares what other people think. oh well good news today: I started up some B2B cells yesterday from being frozen for over a year and all the flasks have adherent cells...meaning living cells! huzzah! but..now i don't know what to do for the rest of the day.