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Feeling: baffled
6:46 Late Thursday Afternoon I'm Getting Really Sick of This IIIiii have no life. yay. p.s. my room is messy and it is trés difficile to organise and clean! SIGH ----------------- 9:56 p.m. I feel lonely. lonelier than usual. I think I'm going to grow to loathe Wednesdays and Thursdays. I wonder what it is...you know how people slow down to look out the window when they pass a car crash? What is the fascination with disasters and human pain? What is the fascination with things that should be uncomfortable? Today I was read something about how a dog got into some kittens and it made me feel sick and now i can't stop picturing it in my head and I just want to cry. I hate this. why does life have to be so sad.
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yeah i would love for sit to be running smoothly again. and i wish i had the patience to upload all of my entries onto something. i would love to print them all out and keep them in a book for memories. i also wish that i remembered the names/had some sort of contact with the people who i used to be friends with on this thing that dont have one anymore. that would be very cool.
the worst being, of course that it only gets more difficult instead of easier. and my saying that doesn't quite mean anything either, except that i empathize.
our minds around something too difficult to digest.
While on a road trip, two of my friends and I were witness to a car fire on the side of the highway. Our initial thought was to slow down and stare but then I realized it could be dangerous to be so close to the scene, as the car was likely to blow up any second. In that moment I imagined myself in a burning car and felt a rush of terror sweep over me. Humans have a fascination for all things out of the ordinary. We stare in fear, trying to wrap