11:19 Tuesday Night   Kissing Fingertips and Touching Danger Some people really get on my nerves. I rather they keep their opinions to themselves when they know I don't care. ----------------- 11:41 p.m. Did I really think I could leave it at that? I'd like to describe my days in great detail but to be honest? I really can't be fucked. Hung out with my mum most of yesterday, downtown. Went to Caleb's that night and watched movies. Today I went on a picnic with some friends, and wandered around downtown with Caleb and Zeb, until Zeb left. I stole Caleb and we were going to learn the tango but had to go to a birthday party. Dragged Caleb with me. I folded all the laundry. I was a little self conscious because Caleb was there talking to me while I did so. So I was sitting there pulling down my scummy old black underwear that had gone through the bleach load too many times. Felt even more self conscious while I pulled down the bras even though only one was mine. But I was the most self conscious when I pulled down my black thong. I pretended not to notice what I was doing and i just made him talk to me about his day. I watched too much tv. I wanted to tango, dangit. Tomorrow I'm going out with Arina. Thursday, Caleb and I are going out to a romantic dinner. Tomorrow I'm going to buy Caleb a suit for less than NZ$25, I guarantee. I might also get some taper candles /candle holders just in case our romantic dinner turns out to be take-out noodles at home because we can't be bothered going somewhere fancy. Maybe I'll get a table cloth too. I love opshops.