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Feeling: disappointed
10:22 Tuesday Night   Hopes and Dreams Ripped at the Seams Mandy's coming back. tomorrow her dad's picking her up. I'm glad that she's taking the initiative to get the help that she needs. But i'm selfish. and i really really really really wanted to go visit her in the city that i loved. i am torn. And I am such a spoiled brat. we need to work it out he doesn't have a problem. I'm the one who has doubts. I need him so hard. I miss my best friend (s).
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I miss you too/
YES! Zach Braff. He wrote the movie & directed it, too. He's an awesome actor. < 33
i totally know what you mean. what you said in my comment.

i just want you to know that i love you forever resa. and i would be torn if you were to dissappear.

it would break my heart more than anything in the world.

and would not be able to be sewn together again.
I would miss my best friends too.

What's up with you and Caleb at the moment?
Hey sug. Long time no talk, eh? How've you been? I wanna be in the fan club :]
Are you going to be together, in the same place permanently any time soon?
I'm not quite sure what to say to you either. Ive been doing a lot of thinking lately and due to recent events, Ive really stepped back and taken a look at myself and my life. I havent thrown up since that last time I wrote about in my diary and I'm eating everyday. It still isnt as much as "normal" but its something. I'm keeping a foor journal and I'm eating a lot healthier. Its difficult and I still, well, I still hate myself. ->
But I am getting better, believe it or not. Hopefully this time, it'll last. :/