12:34 Early Tuesday Afternoon (27 January 2009)   And They All Lived Happily Until The Next Day There's a packet of eggplant seeds on the desk. "Large yields of dark glossy fruits." I'm feeling a bit .. out of it. I don't know what to do at work. I'm behind in homework and studying for my classes...not so behind that i'm actually late, but behind enough to get pressured at the time when these things become due. I love belly dancing but lately I feel it is more of a money-sucking black hole than a fun hobby. Next year I'm just going to take the class... especially since I'll have things like rent and insurance and crap to pay as well as the fees and whatnot. I need to apply for graduate school ASAP but where is my motivation? There's too much to think about when all I want to do is sleep. maybe i'm getting sick after all. On the bright side, though, I have Caleb. It is always like a little bit of extra sunshine when he smiles at me.