7:45 Tuesday Evening   Forget to Forget And forgot to remember. Buddhist meeting tonight. i slept in. Um, in a week i'll never have to see him again. "I want you to get better at writing letters," he said. "We'll see," I said. I need Caleb, I need him to hug me close so I forget about steve. I need steve to pull the 9th grade maneuver and stop talking to me. I can't have him finding me and sitting by me on his own volition. ....I need to tell steve about Caleb.