Feeling- Mixed feelings Listing to- 99 problems jay z Well Today and me Kev broke up..things just werent working out i guess. He broke up with me i feel all mixed up and i dont really have a feeling. I dont know if i wanted it to happen, or if i still wanted to be with him. I know right now i want him back, but i know that in a few days i wont want him back. Also i guess in a way i feel free and i can do things now. I know that i love being single but sometimes i dont. I know for sure that i am not ready to have another bf and wont for awhile, i think i have major relationship problems and need to think about everything. For now i think i might go and do more things with friends i havent seen in awhile and well go out and try to have some fun. Oh and thanks Cooper for being there i know you kinda felt like it was your fault but he would have done it either way..he was just saying that to have a reason for doing it. Alex..I know you might not read this but I love you like a sister thanks for being there when i needed to talk, and thanks for letting me be someone you can trust and talk to, also i do feel bad for you and i want you to know that im always here for you babe. I pulled my hamstring the other day in practice and now i dont know if i will be able to play soccer on monday i hope so soccers my life lol and i love you too soccer babes, we have some good memorizes haha. Im excited for medicine hat too, fathers day weekend is gunna be a blast even if we lose all of our games lol, we probably wont but you know haha. anyways i think im done for the day. ps. Mac thanks for everything too babe, you've helped me out alot and you've always been there for me. thanks for the slurpees too haha those are great times. Billy