its the only day i have that has its meaning still.. i wake up on my birthday, easter, thanksgiving.. its just another day like every other.. chirstmas.. yay a tree.. is the only thing that really makes me feel good.. other than that.. just another day.. valentine day.. is a waste and new years.. i love new years.. its the one day that still has meaning.. and this year.. i dunno if i wanna care about it anymore.. its the one day i wanted to have for me and not care.. but i did and now im stuck with it.. and its just gunna be like every other day starting the year after the heartach.