" Look everyone its Bailey, Lets just use her I mean shes so nice, she wont care" Fuck i hate being used, but yet im used all the time. Its like they dont realize that i dont notice, yeah i might Act stupid and all but i do notice and it hurts, yet im sure none of you ppl that have used me care..or is useing me. Ugh Tom, if you read this..I think I need to talk to you, and I thank you for everything I mean your the best when it comes to advice, I think its funny how i've only ever seen u about 3 times in my life but still your there for me when i need it and you understand so much. Thanks anyways Yeah i enjoy Helping people and everything and trying to get them happy and I know i put everyone first in all but still If im not being used for help im being used so the other person just doesnt seem like a loner and wants to do something or...bf gf wise but i dont wanan get into that one and what the hell did i do to always be getting used, even my family uses me , but yeah i think im going to stop with the whole useing thing cuz I dont want to get into everything all that much. haha...I think its funny how i always fall for the Blondes guys..and most of em end up being shorter then me..hmm?? like there was 3 of them in the last lil while but thats okay i think its only one blonde guy as of now, but I thought with me and my guy problems would all get better if i was single, but no its all the same really I just have the free feeling and then sometimes the alone feeling added on. Football season!! im so excited! haha Chelz n Mac n Kt we all have to go again but this time to all of the games too, it was sooo much fun i cant wait, Last year it might have been the highlight of my summer haha well i better be going I might write l8er on. Billy