Without a lie...Its been the best few months of my life. I love it, i used to lie soo much it was insane, but yet again im not going to get into that for awhile. But yeah for once, i feel normal, just feel free and yet im not. I've got a boyfriend (Brett) but yeah hes amazing, takes things slow and yet so respectful and what not, Hes fun to be around too, sweetest guy. but yet i still feel like i dont know him. I will over time. I'm gunna try and make this one last, lol. Wow, one thing that has been bugging me tho is EVERYONE is saying, "oh bretts gunna lose his virginity now" and that we have done stuff that we havnt. Just cuz of stuff i have dome in the past, but I have changed and im not willing to do something i have done agian. But somepeople never take the time to really get to know you so they just judge i guess. hmm, but yeah ive been haning out with the most funest people ever, and they make me feel like me and who i wanna be. there fun and want to hang out every now and then. Im just gald that i have awesome friends like them. *thx Guys* And then theres Cooper. haha the most amazing guy there will ever be in my life, well as it sits right now. But yeah hes amazing and im sorrie for everything, I cant say i no how you feel, but i do no some what of it. But yet i just want you to know that your my bestfriend in the whole world and i want it to stay that way cuz you mean way to much to me to let things get messed up with us. I would miss having a shoulder to cry on and a friend like you to talk to. Thanks for making my life a better place to live, and thanks for changing me to who i wanna be.. Well i really had alot to write but i forgot most of it I'll write soon. Love.You.xoxo. Bazzle