i cant even listen to my 'song' anymore.. these days when i need it the most, its not even there for me.. i guess i should just give up with anyone-thing that says thier there for me when i know its just a lie. I wish it didnt have to be like that but it is... and i cant change that. and yet some people im just to scared there gunna do the same and now all i want to to be like i was and shut up about ...everything...