..Thoes are the things i listen for as i walk away.. i look back and all i see is the sky and a blur of whats suppose to be grass but i just cant see it that way. -Just when i thought it was over another beginning begins. -I thought about it, and for once in my mind it was over.. but then i realized everything was just hiddin from me like a big secret I never asked about. -'Your So Beautiful Right Now''I Want To, But Its Not Right''Just Do Whats In There'-Never Going To Forget that figment of a dream Untill the day you never leave. -What Ive wanted to end, ive started, What I couldnt handle, I Made it come back, What i thought was over was only the begining of something i could have ended. -What will we be when this is all over? -I wanna be like the people i see on the bus, i wanna be how we were, thats when it never happened.. and now when i think of that again it hurts more than i want it. -I wanna see her again, i wanna hear her voice and for hours have a decent convo with no breaks in it, i wanna talk to the one ladie friend i can. I miss you more than anything but i can never seem to pull away from this shit we've both been going through to talk. -The sky never changes as the leaves die cold. My heart skipps a beat but nothing else. Every season changes to bring something better.. but this season seems to last forever. This tear falls on a daily note as this song never seems to end. I can go on explaining but its never going to come out clearer than i have put it. -The feeling of loseing something has never felt so bad.. i miss it and it hasnt even started.. how stupid is that.. like fuck.. its only a season but i just can help to try n hold on to something that makes me feel so great but at the same time no that you have to last half a year without it. -It just doesnt feel like you love me like you said you did.. or maybe you just never understood it.. --You mean alot to me and i just dont want to see me lose someone like you--