alright! well today was great i dunno I might be finally over Kev, i still feel all weird tho when he talks to me but i think i'll get over that soon..and we still dont talk much but that kinda helps to get over him. I dunno if i really like anyone right now..at this moment anyways, Im just kinda happy and excited for the weekend. I know i hate swimming and thats probably what everyone is going to want to do but that alright it'll be fun i guess. Anyways I missed out on a awesome dance so i here, which was a real put down but thats okay i guess i had fun all by myself haha..not..Its Raining! lol it has been for a long time but i love the rain..sometimes it makes me sad though, but i still love it. Ugh finally for one day i didnt have to think about guys lol it was nice..but yet i felt like a tag along..again haha but thats okay, its nothing new they should just be happy that i treat them like friends..lol im such a loner I miss dtms I loved that school, and everyone hates it now and wants to leave, I think there crazy i had the best times there and everything. If anyone of you guys read this I miss you like crazy! and im sorry i havent called or we havent done anything but i'll never forget you guys lol im so lame but i love to be lame. anyways im just blabbling on and on so I think im going to go. Billy