Stampede

Listening to: D12-how come
Feeling: bizarre
okay today was hmmm weird i guess there were good and bad things to this day.. The good things-The stampede was amazing it was so much fun, just like always and it rained lol i love the rain. I got to spend my day with realy good friends of mine and I got to see Weston again lol hes the best i love that kid..well not love you but no what i mean. Oh and i got to stay at the stampede ALL day so i wasnt at my house with my family that has been bugging me these days. I also got to see all these kewl new things and I really did enjoy my day..well some what. The bad things-Hmm well the stampede, i didnt get to go on all of the rides i wanted to cuz of the rain and when it stoped we had to go..and Chad was playing the fishing game thing...but i didnt mind that. Anyways also there was times when i couldnt stop thinging about *him* and its not that im not over him, cuz i no i am its just the stupid memorizes that kill me. at the times when *he* just happened to pop in my head my heart sank and i didnt feel so happy anymore, luckily that didnt last that long, and well i didnt play any games..lol im such a loser but yet im kinda happy i didnt, hmm Oh! and steven left us lol...jeez i still dont know why he went with his parents..Hmm thats a hard one..Oh! and we missed the bus going to the stampede so we had to go on another one and this creepy guy was weird..lol Chad took a pic of him tho..Crazy dude. anyways i guess my day was alright and sorrie if i was bugging anyone, just trying to have fun, and Sorrie Mac about ur parents having to pick us up..i feel bad and everything and cuz we were late and just missed the bus..I hope everything is okay..ugh babe i love you dont forget it, and i hope u have fun tonight, sorrie if you didnt. and Britt im sorrie i never saw u today! i was looking tho haha i saw Jess and jake..but not you..:( jeez where were u?! haha jj...well im really pooped I couldnt sleep last night and had to wake up early and didnt leave untill 11:30pm from the stampede..Love you xoxox Billy
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Hey .. dont worrie about it lol i didn''t work till 6 ..well i wasn't even suppose to work at all today but they called me in at 6 lol but anywayz thnax for looking
luv ya lotz xoxoxo
Britt
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hey, sorry it took so long for me 2 reply. i know that i have things to look forward to, and that if i just hold on it'll all turn out ok, but sometimes, its so hard to remember that... and your right, the waiting does suck. but someday, itll all be worth it... i hope.

listen, i just want you to know that im really not as dramatic as i probably seemed on this diary. my actual diary, where i post all the normal stuff, is at imsolost.