OKay well Ashley is gone now, she left yesterday and i drove her home, i was kinda happy she was leaving to much time with her i guess, I got frusterated more and more and stressed out alot like i wanted to just turn around and bitch at her lol, but then again i didnt and im proud that i kept it in. But yeah it was so much fun with her, well b4 i got sick of her, but ugh man o man we had sum fun times, i always have fun times with her, its been fun. But anyways! i got my hair done awhile ago and im starting to like it..lol but im not that sure about it still that okay tho, i just got highlights that again, you cant really see but i like them and i got long layers in it. Oh and with ashley we went to see Jonny at his house and Julian came too! it was fun stuff then after while Chase came..and OMG hes not so skinny any more that kid has a nice body ..damn lol its funny tho cuz hes a year younger then me and he was acting shy too, which wasnt like him it kinda scared but thats okay i had fun seeing all of them again. I went to Irmas Party last night when i got home from driving ashley back and man i almost forgot about her party too i was like OMG! im not ready haha, but then we went to lloyds and i havnt been there in ever, it was fun stuff, well i guess i was kinda the odd man out cuz everyone there knew each other really well and then there was me..but thats okay i still had fun. and then these 2 guys showed up one of them Irma liked and the other one Angela liked and then the one Angela like ended up asking her out it was so cute lol, but yeah and there were going into grade 10 too, i dunno how good thats gunna work out but thats okay. Then today we went to the mall lol and i got hyper and just started acting like me and not being all quite cuz i didnt know anyone i just didnt care anymore so yeah it was tonz of fun..but then i saw Torin and i was flippin out..lol seriously it scared me but im glad all he said was "bailey.." and then i only saw him once which made me happy too. And Then! i saw Britt in HMV it was awesome i love her to bits, but yeah it was nice to see one of my good friends. haha Well yeah and then omg i found out that this one guy that im overly obessed over likes me..which kinda sux cuz i will never be able to go out with him cuz i hate long distance relationships and unless one of us moves then yeah. but i dont think that will happen any time soon. Then again who knows, i wanna see him again this summer SO bad but i dont think i will, he makes me forget about Devon..seriously when i think about this guy devon just is out of my head..and im SO happy about that hes making me get over Devon and that im proud of..cuz I REALLY like this one guy even tho i cant be with him im happy and yeah, sometimes it makes me sad but thats okay i guess I'll get over the fact that hes just a guy that i like but cant be with lol..Hmm i had alot to write but it all seemed to just leave me. so i guess thats it for now..well other then being lied to from someone..cuz this person told u something that " oh we have to go together" and then nooo what ever tho, i guess i'll just have to get over that fact. .Love.You.xoxo. Billy