Listening to: failure's not flattering- new found glory
Feeling: sinful
Last night i was with Katie and Mac, and well it was so much fun and everything and i was finally happy to just get out of my house n have fun with them..but later on in the night I started to feel sick, and at first i just thought well its just cuz im hungry.. so we went up to the kitchen ( this was at 3 in the morning) and they started to make there food.. i was sitting there and just being in the kitchen.. i dunno i started to feel REALLY sick and also to the point where i was gunna throw up. So i told them that i would be fine n went to the washroom for a bit. l8er on i went out n Katie made me some tost and yea i started to feel better for about 1 min. so i just told them i was gunna get sum sleep..it was hard cuz i was shakeing all over and i wasnt cold and i had a bucket and everything, But at around 4 i called my dad n he came n picked me up.. right b4 then i threw up.. I hate being sick i really really do. but when i got bk home it didnt take me hours to fall asleep and now i feel a lil bit better but stil kinda iffe.
If you havent already clued in.. the whole issue with me, kt and mac. well its better and what not. and really it didnt end the way i thought it would but hey she needed a friend at the time and i wasnt just gunna let her stand there by herself.. im not THAT mean. but yeah she means alot to me and everything and its been really fun with her and all the fun slurpee times we have together..
I had this huge thing to write and I still kinda agree with myself on it... but things are starting to get better fried wise right now that i dunno if i still want to write about it.. so i wont but i might l8er on after spring break goes by.. me and my stupid problems..
anyways Ashley was here for about a week, it was fun and everything just i dunno, she makes me feel like shes hiding things from me you know? I mean i could tell from how she acted and what not that she didnt want cooper around and wanted just to do other things. I didnt mind that much cuz yeah i no how it feels to be with a friend n her boyfriend. but at the same time i tried not to act like that at all. and it just bugs me cuz i no for a fact the only reason she didnt want to see him cuz he is my boyfriend.. cuz last time all she wanted to do was have him here , when we werent going on. but yeah.. i dunno it was weird but now she havin fun with her cuzin and what not so im happy for her. and it was also really nice to just see her again.. i missed her.. lol and then she finally got to meet Greg and what not. but I dont think i have fun of things to write about.. I will in a few days i know it, and hopefully i will come on and write about them..
.XoxO.
.Bailey.
we have to do it again maybe before edgewater???:)
*Katie
-lauren