I BUILT A BEAR!!!!!!! lol ive been wanting to do that for the longest time! but yeah i did a few days ago it was nice and everything Jen was working at the time and she stuffed my bear and such, it was fun, well i thought so lol Cooper came with me and he seemed really bored. I got an Orange Bear and named him Sherbert hes so cute and i got him a football out fit and boxers. I love him, he makes me feel like a little kid again haha. But then! I had to get up the next moring and go to school, and man was that something i wasnt excited for i mean i was having a really fun summer and everything, i dont think i would have minded going back if i like my class better, its alright i guess i think i just need to get used to my class thats all, but i think it will take a VERY long time, good thing i have my study buddie! ahahah thats great and yeah im happy with my math class tho it seems like its gunna be a fun one, only i dont think i will be up with everyone else..lol i'll be a lil slow one this time..silly smart ppl haha but thats okay in that class i have 3 study buddies! haha..im okay but yeah omg Shorty i dunno Alex..i need to talk to u about that and josh! AND blue i mean ugh..problems again haha.but yeah and then the days in skewl have been alright i mean there is this new Girl her name is Bre-lea and she super nice and everything, very pretty and yeah there is a few new ppl this year its going to be fun getting to know them all, but ugh i dunno i just am starting to feel..like i used to and i didnt want that to happen i mean i hate it i just feel so untrusted and like i dont need to be there and everything, like everywhere i go i just dont fit in and its pissing me off but thats okay i'll just have to get through it for one more year and then there will be ppl that i feel right to hang out with..but yet only for a year...ugh, what can i do right?...theres way more crap but id rather not get into it. .Love.You.xoxo. Bailey