OKay wow, um i was thinking of letting everything and i Mean EVERYTHING, but no i decied not to It something I wouldnt be able to just let go of, and it take me more then a day to explain and get everything all together to make sence to everyone so yeah. Anyways yesterday I played up for the Crystals in soccer and it was so much fun It made me play to my level and everything i enjoyed it. Im playing with them for 2 more games now too its gunna be a blast. But for the team im on right now they rock and i love them all, were gunna have a blast on friday ( Party at jennies! aka Zuch) haha, but yeah were in First right now and hopefully by saying this i dont jinks it or anything. I havent been able to get on here for ahwile and i needed to some times but now i just dont feel the same and if anything forgot most of my feelings when i needed to, thats okay i guess. But yesterday i was suppose to go to the Mall but then we just didnt have the time so me and Kt and Cooper just went over to Chads and then I left at 3:45 and Cooper walked me home, well kinda i guess. But he always walks me home, he walks all girls home, hes so nice that way such a Gentalmen haha. Anyways! I still like Sean I think yeah..now you all know that it was Sean lol, But I think its just one of thoes lil things that I dont think will last that long seeing i really didnt get to know him all that much, stupid me, I should have but thats okay. And then theres that "Anonymous" guy God! i like him tonz still oh well i just need to let go of the past, doesnt everyone? but yeah it just makes me mad. I know i can let go but I dont just wanna forget everything. And everything that i have let go of like some friends...My old school ive kinda lost it all and i miss everything and now im stuck in the fact that i want thoes friends back, i mean i didnt really lose them as friend there always there and such but i just never get around to do stuff and no one really talks anymore, if you get what I mean. Tomorrows Canada day and Anthonys B-day lol im excited cuz me and kt wanna do something with alot of poeple. Well my nose..hmm i went with the cotton thing and man i had it in for 24hours and i could smell it, it was gross but i have to keep it in for as long as possible..ugh Im takeing Jennies ( Jay's ) advice for it tho, ( that it will go away in a month cuz hers did that too) Thanks for it it makes me feel better about it lol *phew* i was so scared! Anyways i bet you all dont really wanna hear me blab any more so.. Bailey