I listen to that song alot, or maybe just when im on this Diary who knows. Anyways first im gunna say Sorry to my brother i do care about his opinon its just hard when you bug me all the time about the same thing when you know that it bugs me, and also im just having a shit day so then again i kinda ALWAYS seem to take things out on you and yeah.. My parents well my whole family doesnt get it and they never will understand me i hate it. My parents say they treat everyone the same but man! I have no idea how my sister and brother can stand it if thats the case i know i cant. But anyways they have NO trust in my what so ever and they are ALWAYS worried about me and then need to take a break i mean its not like when im with a whole lot of people I still am gunna get hurt god they really need to realize the fact that im old enough to take care of myself and i dont need them on my back all the time they piss me off, but we i already had a really long convo with Cooper about this, well it wasnt really long but it was nice to get things out and im glad he understood and i thank him for the talk. Today Was alright Dillon came over it didnt look like he had the greatest time but thats okay i guess he was a party pooper, but yet sometimes he gets to me and I hate it, not like he would care tho. But yeah Cooper came over after words around...hmm well sometime and then they broke my web came..well Dillon did anyways Its nothing i cant fix but still it bugged me. Well i got the magic pass thingy for Stampede and im so excited but then again im not, cuz i no it will remind me of last year and ugh that was the best time ever i had SO much fun but yet now the person i went on alot of rides with doesnt even think of me as a friend I mean I took him Camping with me and everything I had a great time with him i guess i kinda messed everything up tho I hate who ppl think i cheated on him and how noone really did ask me if it was true or not but i guess if thats the way they want it to be i cant change anything and i guess if he doesnt really wanna be friends then i guess i just have to get over the fact that I lost an awesome friend. Ugh man I hate myself when I start thinking of things. Bailey