UGH FUCK!...sorrie it's just last night i was having so much fun with Katie and Kristen and then we went to go n get movies with Cooper and Chad but then Cooper..like wow..he was SO different he was being an ass and everything-if you read this I wasnt acting how i was just over that little joke u made when u huged me..I'll talk to u l8er about it and sorrie about not talking to u on the phone im just kinda pissed and have mixed feelings inside..thats all- It wasnt just him either Chad was acting different too, and im sorrie Kt i still feel bad and I know u dont undertsand why but I do..maybe one day i'll tell u.Its nothing bad about Chad or anything just incase ur thinking that if that was the case i would tell u then cuz u no I love you, but Its just me and who i am. But with Cooper..Last night when i was walking home by myself seeing everyone went over to Coopers house to get a movie, well i started to cry and i thought wow..i havnet cryed in a long time cuz cooper was always there to make me happy, but now he was the reason ive been crying and i no it sounds stupid and lame but it hurt to realize the thing i did, and i no that thing will never change cuz its just who he is, and i hate it. enough of me blabbing about that..well right now anyways. Football is great i love it, I wanted to go to the stamps game today and sell 5050 tickets and such but no, i wasnt aloud to, oh well someday i might be lol. But yeah omg and then there is this other guy..he likes me so much and i have no Idea what to do, he knows that i dont want a relationship and everything and hes nice about everything..its just getting harder and harder now, and ugh I just hate doing things that hurt others and im sorrie if I hurt him i really am.. anyhoo Daniel from Fernie has been Calling me and its great me makes me think of other things and makes me smile hes awesome to talk to, too. Well haha..hmm..Fernie and everyone in Fernie is somethingsomeone else..but yet i dont wanna get into that one haha. Well with kt and Kristen we never did get to run around in our sleeping bags but yet we made a spice girl movie and it was great, haha it made sum fun times " naurally drunk " lol, yeah I havnt seen Kristen in soo long i missed her and seeing her yesterday was great she makes everything so funny i love her too. But I think Im done writting things now, for today anyways. .Love.You.xoxo. Billy Ps-lol just for the left over Donut ( dillon) i luv yeaz like a brother! thanks for always being there for me when i needed it and when my life got screwed over thanks for making sure i didnt die..lol You're awesome to just hang out with u make my day awhole lot better, u bring a smile on my face and Thanks again...lol Happy? aw arent i nice to u eh? u lil ho! yeah thats right Loser!..L-O-S-E-R Im jj you know that! Ur amzaing lol my best friend and my husband;)