haha oh yeah the spice girls..aww i love them anyways. Im slowly getting over my grandpa but I will over time, i just hope everyone else is fine..like my cuz ugh these things have such an inpact on her, aw i love her too. but yeah! anyhoo! haha today i hung out with Cooper and then we went over to kts house and l8er on in the day Chad came over too, it was a pretty fun day we took pictures and the video camra down to Carburn haha it was sum great time. like wow, with cooper just sitting there aw that kid is amazing, but ugh i just dont know i dont want a boyfriend at all right now i mean theres him Cooper and hes everything that I need but i just dont want him as a boyfriend cuz i no i'll just end up hurting him cuz im not old enough to have a serious relationship so either way im gunna end it seeing he likes me way more and everything, but then theres this other guy thats wholey crap! hes Perfect for me in everyway, but i dont want a perfect relationship so there he goes but i do like him and everything its just i dont want a perfect relationship and i know that is what he will give me..But then! omgosh there is the one guy that is everything that i want and ugh! i hate it cuz hes the one that i finally want to go out with and take a chance with me and my stupid problem relationships and yet hes the one guy that I CANT be with seeing he doesnt live in Calgary...but anyways other then that Im good i guess..Oh and Weston is in Fernie haha I figured that one out a lil while ago, but yeah and Daniel is coming in the City haha! yay! only well he thinks im going camping but im not anymore and i told him i would be able to see him on the 4th when i get back but yet im not going and now on the 4th i have a funeral to go to..great..ugh lol i better get ahold of him sooner or l8er..hmm i wonder..but yeah im just blabbing Love.You.xoxox Bailey