i actually wanted to go to school today but it was canceled, once again, because of the snow. so while everyone was out doing something productive..i was stuck here at home all day. yayyyy...NOT! i may not have felt like going out sledding, but i would have liked to hang out with lauren or braden. i guess it's my fault though because i didn't call either of them. lauren went to the mall and stuff so i probably wouldn't have been able to do anything with her anyways..i'm just saying i wanted to. i miss her. things haven't been the same lately with us. i feel like things have changed with me and all of my closest friends (lauren, sara, and megan.) and i know it's all my fault..i miss you guys. A LOT. i wish things were back to normal. well..i need to get off of here, considering i've been on the computer all day. oh yeah..last night i started reading October Sky (the book we got in Ms. Dye's class) and it's actually really good so far..and i didn't read our last book so i'm going to read this one this time. anyhow. that's all. later. oh, ummm..one more thing. sara..meg..i love you guys! you're both amazing AND beautiful. i miss you..i know i already said that..but i do. i REALLY do. i don't know how i would have made it this far without the two of you and i know i'm not loosing you but things aren't the same..right now at least..and to be honest..i'm falling apart without you guys. i NEED both of you. i just wanted you guys to know that. i love you!! - me