today = therapy and drivers ed. - it was the longest day ever. therapy was from 1-3. i did pretty good. got 131 degree bend by myself, and straightened it -5 degrees by myself. joe said that it's getting better so i'm happy..i guess. i just wish it would go faster. when i got home i talked to braden for a little bit because he called. hmmm..he got a job at smitty's. yay for him..i'm proud of him!! anyways, then i called megan back and talked to her for a tiny bit..then hungout and later on i called lauren but she was at work. i hoped she would maybe call back while i was at drivers ed but she didn't. yeah..so i took a nap until i had to be at drivers ed. it was from 5:30-9:30. wayyy too long. godddd i hate it so much. i got scheduled to drive with an instructor on the 22nd and 23rd of this month...from 12-4. it shouldn't be that bad. i hope. i just want to get it over with. I'll give this one more try, I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask What could you be doing that is so much fun? Without me by your side, Without me by your side. And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead, And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back i miss lauren so much and i wish...more than anything...that she knew that. A21Tgr1: are you doing okay A21Tgr1: ashleyyyy A21Tgr1: freaking smile A21Tgr1: right now - and i love allie wallis..she's awesome!!