you know what..these comments someone keeps leaving me are soooo freaking awesome. it WOULD normally piss me off but you know what..something sara said really helped and it's very, very true: kilforthis: it would make me mad too, but don't worry about it obviously those people have nothing better to do but center you in their lives -she's the best. sara i HAVE missed you. trust me. i wouldn't say that if i didn't mean it. but anyways. i haven't updated for awhile. so i guess i should. last night i spent FOREVER burning a cd for my bestest friend lauren. i love it sooo much and that means she better at least LIKE it :-) hmmm...what else. alll day i tried getting lauren to come with me to youth group tonight because i really miss her and she keeps saying she's going to come but she hasn't. i still don't know if she is or not. i seriously hope so. i just left her a message online annnnd told her to call me both ways..if or if she doesn't come. so please lauren call me. i miss you. today was a weird day. i guess i just have a lot on my mind that i'm kind of confused about right now. so i don't know. hopefully youth group tonight will help some. i guess we'll see :-( :-( welp, later.