yeah, wow it's been more than a month. so i guess you already know that a lot has happened since my last update. i mean, a lot can happen in a month. definitely. and i have no idea where to even begin. i'll just start somewhere. 1.) lauren and i aren't friends anymore, and it's probably for the best. i've realized that when we WERE friends i never made time for OR focused on making any of my other friendships stronger..just the one i thought i had with her. and most of the time my friendship with her wasn't even very good. i mean, it was but it wasn't. i don't know. i'm really mad at her right now and i'm having an extremely hard time that because i don't want to be mad at her. it's just everytime i see her i want to scream at her or something. not like go off on her or anything..i guess it's more like i want to tell her she needs to tell me why she even avoids looking at me. at this point though, i don't know what it would do. part of me misses her..and the other part has already let her go and is more happy now then when her and i were friends. so yeah. 2.) during the past month i've become really close to alison, emily and lauren dobraski. we've pretty much been inseparable since school started. we're always together on weekends..and on both monday and wednesday nights for youth group. i love the three of them to death =) they always manage to make me laugh til my stomach hurts and i have so much fun when i'm with them. i never felt like an outsider when i first started hanging out with them and that's probably a big part of the reason they're so awesome. even though the three of them have been best friends forever they still let me in..without hesitation..and not many people do that, especially in our school..but i won't go there. so anyhow, alison is probably the most outgoing/craziest person i've ever met or WILL ever meet in my entire life..and that's why i love her so much. she makes me smile so big, and i can't help but laugh at her all the time =) she's just alison..there's no other way to describe her. yeah. and emily is the most random person ever..gosh..but she's so funny, all the time. i love it. and lauren's pretty much great..always. yes, i do love them. 3.) okay, so those are two of the biggest things that have been going on. umm i've also gotten a lot of my hours done for my dad. i did like 10 last week and 11 this week. so i'm proud of myself. yay. 4.) this weekend was fun. friday night was the homecoming football game. i took lots of pretty pictures =) yep. then saturday was the dance and that was awesome!! ali and i had twin hair styles. very pretty. then us girls stayed the night at lauren's afterwards. so much fun =) =) yeah. and everyone was so beautiful. we all danced til our feet were pretty much about to fall off. yay. i figure this is long enough so i'll update soon..hopefully.