today definitely wasn't very eventful! i hate boring days more than anything..well, almost anything! i like having something to do, it makes me feel like i have a life..which, most of the time, seems to be a good feeling. i absolutely love busy days, and today definitely wasn't one of those days, so it pretty much sucked balls..as braden would say. so yeah..maybe i just don't like getting up extremely early, which is what i had to do this morning because i had a freaking doctors appointment at 8:15. what the heckkk!! retarded? yessss! anyhow, i got up really early, went to my appointment where he told me that i could get off of my crutches whenever i felt like i was ready..which i've already NOT been using them, but okay. so yes, it was pretty much a waste of my precious time..let alone, a waste of good sleep that i COULD have been catching up on. oh well! when i got back home i went back to bed :-) i got back up around 12:30 and wrote lauren so i could mail it today. then i got ready and thought i was going to therapy, but my dad was in a VERY bad..no, TERRIBLE mood and ended up not taking me because there was no gas in the car and he had no money to get some. hmmm..okay? so i didn't go..so i have to go tomorrow and that is really dumb!! but see, that's why my day ended up being so boring..because i didn't really do much of anything. i read some, and i'm very proud of myself too, but other than that..i pretty much wasted a whole day of my life today sooooo i don't know. you never know if you have tomorrow, so we'll just see what happens :-) i talked to jonathan just a little bit ago. hmmm, don't know what that means exactly..but i guess we'll just see about that too. he might..be coming over to watch the fireworks with me, my family and people from church..mostly me..on july 4th, so yay! i liked that we talked tonight, i guess i just don't know what to think about it yet. ohhh, by the way, you're welcome for last night sara!! i would do anything for you..include cover your butt while you spend the night with your lovely boyfriend..and you know that :-) i know you had an amazing time and that it was definitely worth the risk of getting caught :-) i love you to the moon, stars, pluto and back again! NEVER, ever forget that!!