it's sunday, which means, lauren gets home in exactly 3 more weeks..from today. that's still a really long time, but it's better than 5 weeks. but anyways, i went to church this morning..surprise, surprise!! then my wonderful family and i took my dad out to dairy queen, on the levee, for a father's day treat and it was cool because my parents forgot money so my mom and kim had to go home and get it while my dad and i stayed there. yeah, it was lovely!! anyhow, after that, i came home, watched tv, did my exercises, and feel asleep for a couple hours. i really needed a nap!! then i went to evening church service. jamie still isn't back from vacation yet, which means her dad (our pastor) wasn't here again this weekened so we had a "fill-in" pastor and he was alright. i really miss jamie a lot though! both youth group and church haven't been the same lately without her! she's almost been gone as long as lauren has and i don't like it!! but anyhow, after the service all of the youth group went to nicole best's house to hangout and stuff. we ate yummy ice cream with lots of really good toppings! everyone played volleyball and stuff except for sammy and i. we just sat down and talked the whole time. yay, i love her! anywho, now i'm here and i'm extremely tired and bored. i don't really feel like talking online so i have up an away, and to be honest, i don't really feel like writing this either but i felt like i needed to do something. i haven't felt like talking to anyone online the past few days..is that bad? i really miss everyone, especially sara and megan, but i haven't felt like talking. yeah..just say it..i'm weird! i wish i could be somewhere else right now, like in indianapolis where venus and all my relatives are. i get to go up there for my half brother's sister's wedding on july 23rd and my mom told me that we'll probably meet up with venus while we're there so i'm really excited!! i can't wait! alright, well i think i'm going to go. i'm tired! 21 more days! i wish it was sooner!