i guess it's been a couple days. monday i didn't really do anything. i was suppose to go to therapy but i cancelled it because i didn't feel good. i talked to braden on the phone forever, then got online around 11:30 and talked to megan who pretty much told me i needed to stop playing games and make up my mind. i guess she doesn't think braden and i should get back together. then jamie told me the same thing so i was kind of upset. i actually got mad at jamie and told her that i'd just see her this weekend when she got home from vacation and i put up an away. yeah, i think i was more mad than upset. tuesday was braden's sweet sixteen :-) yayyy!!anywho, i had therapy at 9 in the morning, then came home and i'm not sure what all i did the rest of the day. i went to bed around 6:30 though and didn't even bother getting online because of what happened with megan and jamie. so i don't know. i'm only on right now so i can update this, i doubt i'm going to talk to anyone online tonight either. i don't really want to, unless sara get on! i haven't really felt like getting online and talking to anyone lately. today (wednesday) i had therapy from 2-4:30 and i was able to bend it 90 degrees, but joe had to like force it to bend and it hurt. oh well, that's the only way. after that i came home for a little bit then went to youth group at 6:00 and i brought braden's present :-) i made him wait to open it though. we both went out to his car afterwards and he opened it. i got him a necklace thing and a really pretty shirt from pacsun, then i got him 2 cards because i couldn't pick between the two :-) he liked it very much :-) yayyyy! i called him before i left for youth group to see if he passed and he told me no, but when i got there he said he was just kidding and he showed me his license :-) sneaky little booger! okay well i think that's it. later dudes! p.s. i'm glad that braden got his license today :-) :-) we're definitely going out and doing something tomorrow..we already decided! i'm very proud of him :-) :-) yes indeed i am!! just wish i had mine :-( p.s.s. lauren comes home in 18 days :-) yay!