welp, it's friday which means all the lovely crew people were not at school today :-( i missed lauren..and that's all i'm going to say about that. i promised myself that i would'nt go on and on about that. so yeah. i suppose today was alright, besides the fact..well i think you know what i'm going to say :-( anywho, braden walked me to gym 7th period because he had lunch, and we ended up talking the whole entire period. he told me that he hates how my friends are all more important to me then he is. then he told me that megan said she thinks that he should break up with me because i treat him like crap. oh wait, i'm sorry..maybe it was that if SHE were him, she'd break up with me. and that kind of upsets me that she would say that. maybe it's true, he should, but still. anyways, yeah..braden and i were really upset and when the bell rang he just walked away. so i don't know. we had a test today in math and i know i failed it. i did't understand any of it. and tara got really mad because she knew that she failed too so she just left right after class. and it was only 6th period. i honestly would have left with her but i would get caught. i didn't even want to come to school today at all. so i really don't know. anyways, we started watching october sky in english today. i've seen it before and it's a cute movie :-) yay!! i was suppose to have therapy with josh today but i canceled that. tara and braden wanted me to come to the gong show tonight but i ended up not going to that either because i was and am very tired. so i called tara and left her a message earlier. i hope she got it. anyways, my mom finally got her massage table today. she's very good at giving massages and she's really excited about it so it makes me happy. but anyhow, pam and todd came over. and kim had a party for her birthday. we had a million people over here tonight so it was pretty crazy. and everyone got massages from my mom :-) we also ordered pizza, which was very yummy. ohhh and tomorrow i'm going with pam and todd to amish country all day :-) i'm excited!! it'll be very, very fun :-) cute amish people. yay!! after everyone left i called braden and we talked until 11:11, after we made a wish. yay!! isn't the time that you are suppose to make wishes?? well i hope so, because we did :-) and mine better come true too!! anyways, after i got off the phone with him i sent lauren a text message telling her that i hoped she was having fun, that she'll kick butt tomorrow, that she better be good (only she knows what i meant by that), and that i loved her :-) so i almost hope that somehow she gets it tonight :-) well i'm going to go because it's almost 12:30 and i need to get up early tomorrow since i'm going to amish country tomorrow. yay!! later. p.s. i miss lauren.