yesterday (thursday) was the very last day for seniors and it was very sad. i saw both tara and jamie at the same time in the hallway so i talked to them. it made me want to cry. i hate graduation! anyways, i called tara around 6:45 and i cried..which wasn't good because jonathan came to pick me up at 7:00. oh well. we went to hallmark and then walmart. he makes me smile :-) today (friday) i really missed tara! we didn't do much in any of my classes. we ate donuts in drafting, finished watching forest gump in history, fouled around in spanish and math, had a pizza party in biology, and pretty much did nothing in english. yeah, it was a very eventful day..not! i guess it was fun though..in a way. so anyhow, jonathan and i were going to go see a movie and hangout tonight but he wasn't feeling very good at all today, so we decided not to go. i actually miss him too. i've been thinking about him most of the night :-) i'll probably see him at jamie's graduation party tomorrow, so yayyyyy!!! anywho, in lunch today when i looked back at sara and clay i couldn't help but smile :-) when i look at them i always think to myself, "that's what love is and someday i want what they have." yeah, i love them so much! my forever couple :-) well, it's going to be a very busy weekend! tomorrow i have jamie's graduation party to go to from 2:30-5:00, then hopefully jonathan and i will go do something. sunday i have church, senior graduation, then a party to go to. monday i might do something with jonathan, like see the movie we should have seen tonight :-) hehe. ohhh yeah, and somewhere in there i have to find time to finish reading ALIVE and study for my finals, so yes, it's going to be a very busy weekend!! yayyy! i love being busy! i think that's about all. later my loves! p.s. i really, realllly miss lauren! i hope she's having fun at nationals, and she better be kicking some butt :-) i know she is! yay! and she better be behaving herself with alex!! i think i'm going to go leave her a text message now! yayyy! i love her soooo darn much!!!! okay, later.