i went to the last guys game with megan last night. she asked me to go and i freaking love her too much to say no ;-) :-) hehe. i would never do such a thing. anyways. it was awesome. sara and clay were there..cute as always. i must admit i was jealous :-) sara and clay sat in front of us. then it was allie, me and meg. behind us was originally just bre davis, bre lane, mason and i'm not sure who else but as the night went on people came and went. but i freaking love megan renee huck to death and back!!! yes, that didn't make sense..but i do love her. wayyyyy too much! gosh it was so much fun. every time we didn't talk for awhile i'd poke her and be like, "megggggan" and she'd look at me and smile and then either hug me or put her head on my shoulder. and sometimes she'd poke me and be like, "A.D." or "ash" and i'd look at her or put my head on her shoulder. you're probably reading this thinking we're lesbian's or something but that's NOT true at all. at one point moriah came over and sat beside me..and awhile later megan put her arm around me and while megan's hand was dangling in front of moriah she kissed it and i was like "only I'M allowed to do that!!!!" and she gave me the weirdest look..well, not exactly a weird look, but for the rest of the game after that everytime i looked at her, to me, it seemed like she was jealous of what meg and i have..which is a close friendship where we're comfortable around eachother. but i don't know. maybe i'm wrong. anyways. i love megan sooo much. i'm more comfortable around her then anyone else..including lauren and ALL my other friends. i can tell her anything. i can hug her whenever and not feel weird about it. i can say, "meg, i love you" or "meg, i miss you" and know that she feels the same way and doesn't care if or when i say it (like lauren does). i seriously think megan is becoming my best friend. i told her that last night and we talked about it. i want her to be my best friend. and the funny thing is..ever since this past weekend, when i spent like all of it with her, i've missed her..ONLY her. not lauren or anyone else. and there's never been a time that i haven't missed lauren, not even when i'm with braden. today i wrote megan something kind of long and she's suppose to write me back on the way to her game tonight. she said she wasn't playing but if she were i know she'd kick butt..like always. i love you meg.