i went to bed around 3:00 this morning and didn't get up until 2:00 this afternoon! yeah, i have never slept that long in my entire life except for when i've stayed up all night at a friends or something. but yeah, that was pretty crazy! maybe it's just because i haven't gotten a lot of sleep lately. anyways, my mom and kim shopped from 10:00 am - 8:30 pm today and didn't even bother to wake me up and ask if i wanted to go so that was pretty sweet of them...not! my day was really boring. i watched t.v. most of the time! yes, i need to die because i'm so darn lazy! seriously! i watched E.R. and a bunch of movies on lifetime. then i watched The Matrix for a little bit. when i haven't been busy watching tv, i've been online talking to lauren as much as possible since she's leaving tomorrow morning :-( i gave her really good advice tonight. mostly about not running away from love, even if she's scared, because it could be the most amazing thing that ever happened to her! so anyhow, it's 2:30 in the morning and lauren just signed off. we talked for 2 1/2 hours just now..and a couple hours off and on all day. she's leaving at 8:00 in the morning and no one knows how much i'm going to miss her! she won't be back until july 8th..exactly one month after my knee surgery (june 8th). all i have to say is, it's going to be a very long month without her :-( ahhhhh it's going to suck, but i know how amazing it's going to be. she needs this right now! God's going to do something wonderful in her life and i can't wait for her to tell me everything when she comes home :-) i love her so much!