today was the first day of ogt. and it really sucked because i was so uncomfortable the whole time so it was hard for me to concentrate on my test, therefore i did not do my best :-( we took buses to where we were taking the test and I sat beside braden. yay!! we took the reading test today and i was one of the last people done with it. that was very poopie. anyhow, when i was finished I went outside and waited on the buses to pick all of us up. thank goodness it was lunchtime when I got back to the school. allie went up with me to get my lunch so she could carry it back for me. she’s the best. she wasn’t even buying lunch today because she packed :-) so that made me very happy. then lauren came in to talk to me. at first she didn't realize that i was on crutches and when she did, she walked over to me and told me that i didn't need to come with her out into the hall because i needed to sit down. but i told her i had already been sitting down for 2 1/2 hours and that i would be fine. so we went out to the hall and just ended up sitting down out there anyways. i thought it was cute when the guy she likes came up and said something to her then walked away and started talking to his friends again, who were like right beside us. by the way, he likes her too. anyhow, he talked really loud to make sure lauren and i could hear him and every so often he would kind of glance over at her but he would try and make it unnoticeable. haha. it didn't work though. but it was so funny and cute at the same time. they are adorable. oh yeah, these two senior guys like tackeled eachother out in the hallway RIGHT in front of lauren and i..they were just playing around, but they ended up breaking the glass next to the door of the cafateria (sp?) and lauren and i like died. and i could see into the cafateria where both sara and clay, and juile, allie and jamie were sitting and all of them were like staring out at lauren and i to see what the expressions on our faces were and juile was laughing and i saw here say "oh my gosh ashley looks scared" haha and i was. and sara kept making faces at me. haha i love her. they made me laugh. everytime i looked over at her she was making a beautiful face and me and i told lauren she was a retard but i loved her. yay!! and one time i looked at her and clay and clay was sitting on sara's lap and i don't even want to say what it looked like they were doing :-) but i like died and lauren just looked at me. i love sara!! anyways. officer what's his face and mr spicer came down the hall and made lauren, me and a bunch of other people stay after the bell rang so they could try and find out what happened. i thought lauren was going to die because she was worried that the people she was going out to lunch with would leave without her. i felt kind of bad. but they finally let us go and i went to math. when i got in the room tara looked at me and yelled "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU??" and i was just like "umm, i hurt myself" and everyone just looked at me. mr ullman tried to get me to sit in a more "comfortable chair" but i refused because i wantedt to sit beside tara, lyndsey, and courtney. so i did. and i wrote lauren a little note and bekah lehman came in the our class and sat by me and she wanted to write something on lauren’s note, so i let her and she wrote “i want some gum :-o” then she signed it. haha. she’s awesome. it made me laugh. after math i went to biology, and we watched a movie called "outbreak" i've seen it before but it was in like 7th grade. i remember that it's good..so yay!! austin tried to make me comfortable and i thought that was nice of him. then when i left class a couple minutes early he carried my stuff for me. yay!! then we watched ice age in english. i love that movie. it was so funny too because sara like died on every single part. she's the best, i love her. and everytime she died i died too, i couldn't help myself because she has the more dorky laugh in the world, but i love it. then when i left class early she came with me and we raced down the hallway because we're retards :-) and very proud of it!!! yay!! then i went home. yes, home is the best place in the world to me right now. pam picked me up from school, we got kim, then she dropped us off at home. my mom, kim and i did kim's paper route and then went out to eat at apple bees. yay!! it was very, very yummy!! it's my dad's late night so he won't be home until 7:30, which it's almost 7:15 so i better get off. plus, i have to call braden back because he just called. so later. gosh, i really, really, REALLLLLY miss lauren soo freaking much. it isn't even funny at all. i miss her!! why do i miss her so much?!?! sometimes i wish i didn't miss her all the time, but i do :-( i miss my best friend!!