meggggan i miss you wayyy too much. and you're NOT ugly, you're beautiful!! when are we going to do something. two weekends in a row and then nothing. god i freaking miss you meg!! well i love you! -A.D. (ash) [fallnstar] i JUST left megan that comment. god i miss her :-( :-( well, anyways. today was alright. kyle has been writing me everyday this week so i wrote him something during first period studyhall. he really does make me smile but i'm still not sure about all of this. braden..i know you're going to read this and i just want you to know that i do care about you even though you don't think so and i definitely can see why. you have no reason to believe me but i really do. mr. welch brought us yummy donuts today in drafting. yayyy! but we had to pay 50 cents if we wanted one so that was poopie because i only had $1.75 for lunch today but, of course, i bought one anyways. hehe :-) and eric and i drew stuff all period. he would draw something and then i'd add on to it and, i must say, it turned out very pretty. i'm an artist :-) :-) NOT! oh well, i try. i saw kyle before 3rd period but we didn't really get to talk much. ohhh yeah..what was up with the fire drill. that was kind of pointless. they always are but oh well. allie gave me a dollar for lunch today because she's freaking sweet. she really is. i'm paying her back on monday though. believe me. i always do and she knows i will so it's cool. but i still kind of feel bad. for some reason my mom hasn't given me lunch money for the past two days. so i don't know. it was yummy taco day. i LOVE tacos. awwww i wish i had one right now. during lunch lauren came down to talk to me because she has studyhall. she was sick yesterday so i didn't get to see her and i really missed her. sooo i was verrry happy when she came down. i LOVE it when she comes and talks to me during my lunch because it shows me she cares..even though i already know she does. she's definitely my best friend. i love her!! braden wrote me something today and i read it in biology which was probably a bad idea because austin best has been trying to get me to get back together with braden ever since i broke up with him and so he wanted to see what braden wrote..even though, apparently braden had already let him read the first part of it. hmmmm. braden waited for me after gym just like he used to and it kind of surprised me a little bit. i guess i didn't expect him to..but i don't know. around 6:30 tomorrow night (saturday) casey is picking me up and we're going to nicole best's house to watch a movie with some other people from our youth group. yayyy i'm excited. then jamie and i are going back to casey's house afterwards and spending the night. they're seniors from my youth group. they're both soooo awesome. definitely my favorites. i love them. it's going to be an interesting night. i can't wait!!! today in english sara wouldn't stop humping me and i laughed so hard i couldn't breathe. i already couldn't breathe because i have a head cold and so she could have killed me :-) she's hilarious..makes me smile. and miss dye looked at us like we were sooo crazy. i think we scared her. haha. but it was so funny. and jamie tried to act like she didn't care but i know she did. she was jealous :-) hehe. i love sara beth to death!!! yay that rhymed :-) well i think that's enough for today. later.