got up. watched ER forever. cleaned up the kitchen. went to the church. waited for an hour. campers finally arrived. hugged braden. talked to him some. went home. layed around. went to movies with my mom and collen. rented jersey girl and madea's family reunion. came home. watched the madea movie with my parents. braden called. talked to him. layed in my bed for 15 minutes. went out and watched jersey girl. got on here. talked to sara, allie, alison, and nicole. looked at all sara's pretty pictures. and now here i am. very tired. so GOOD NIGHT..and leave me alone!! ...at this very moment, i miss lauren more than anything!!