after i got off line last night i layed in bed forever, thinking about absolutely everything and praying about all of it. i realized that all of my friends are amazing, each in their own way. i love all of them. i was wrong about what i wrote in one of my previous entries. i can and always have been able to talk to my friends, especially sara, about absolutely anything. and i've always been able to be myself around her. always! sara, i love you so much and i'm sorry for everything lately! i had therapy today from 3-5 with josh. i have it with him all week because joe's in indianapolis. god, i wish i could be there right now..i miss venus and all of my mom's side of the family. but anyways, therapy didn't go so well because on friday i was able to bend my knee 77 degrees, but today i barely got it 70 degress and it really upset me. plus, it hurt a lot more today then it did on friday, which doesn't make much sense, but yeah! so anyhow, when i came home i came striaght back here to my room and took about an hour nap. then i got up and went out to the living room, ate something, and watched tv until 7th heaven and summerland came on. good thing i was taping summerland though because mr. braden called. yay! he's called me pretty much every night forever and i love it because he's awesome! so anyhow, i just got done talking to sara, MY jamie, and moriah. jamie is still in montana..she's been there for like 2 weeks now and i miss her tons. she imed me and we got to talk forever, so that was good. guess what...tomorrow is sara and clay's 2 year anniversary bitchesssssss!!!!!! happy anniversary my love..and her lover! dang, i can't freaking believe that it's been 2 years! you guys are absolutely amazing! my forver couple :-) yippeeeeeee! i love you guys to the moon and back! yeah, and if you're reading this..you should definitely be jealous of them!! alright, i think that's it! ohhh yeah... p.s. i really miss lauren :-( :-( come back??