braden called last night..as always..so i talked to him for what seemed like forever but it still wasn't enough. then i got off the phone with him and called lauren. we talked for about 30 minutes or so because my sister was being mean and forced me to get off. i hate that. ugh! i wanted to be able to talk to lauren as long as i could..but somehow something ALWAYS happens to where i can't. but yeah..at least i got to talk to her i guess. so i'm happy. well, anyways. i couldn't sleep last night so i went out and watched t.v. in the living room. i finished watching everwood and then medium (one of my new favorite shows) came on at 10:00 so i watched it too. then i went into my room, laid on my bed and before i finally fell asleep i talked to God for the first time in a week or more..last week doesn't really count because it didn't seem right but it did last night. i told braden about it and he said to just talk to God like i used to and i didn't think it'd be the same but i tried and it was even better. i can't really explain it though. today started out kind of slow. i didn't feel good this morning when i woke up but it wasn't bad enough to where i could stay home but i almost..ALMOST..wish i would have. i wrote lauren something during first period. hmm..in history (3rd period) i had a quiz..and alison drew a pretty flower on my hand. the rest of the day went by pretty fast. i love geometry. i have so much fun with kristen, countney, rachel, linsee and tara. they're a blast..and all of them are either juniors or seniors so that's cool. anyway. i want to talk to lauren tonight but i don't know. i might call her if i can. braden's suppose to be calling soon. i hope his day was better. mine was pretty good. oh yeah..tomorrow all the sophmores are going to the career center but i'm not going so i might stay home because a lot of people won't be at school..plus i don't feel very good anyways. okay. later. ohhh wait. one more thing. i love sara and clay. both of them. they're awesome..the forever couple. i love sara more then clay though :-):-)