it's like 10:30 and i need to go take a shower so i can get to bed at a decent hour tonight :-( well, i guess it won't really be, but oh well. i will definitely finish updating this tomorrow though :-) because i HAVE to tell you how freaking SWEET youth group was tonight since lauren came :-) yayyy..i love her very much!! alright i'm going to go take my shower now so i can get some sleeeeeep :-) :-) good night everyone!! *edit - welp, after school yesterday i went to therapy from 4-5:30. then came home, got changed real quick and headed over to the church to wait for lauren :-) yay!! she got there around 6:30 and we talked and stuff then went out to her car to get the very pretty necklace that she made for me on the bus during her crew trip this past weekend. yay!! :-) then all of us went outside and played red-rover-red-rover :-) hah yes do you guys remember that game? we used to play it in like 4th grade :-) yeah well my youth group is freaking sweet so we played it and it was verrrrry fun :-) jonathan totally took out this really tiny girl and lauren and i died :-) it was hilarious!! we laughed for like 5 minutes. so anyhow, then we all went back inside and listened to the lesson. it was pretty good. it was all over around 8:10 or something and lauren had to leave almost right after. so i went out to her car with her and we sat out there for a little bit. i told her that i wish she could stay longer so we could just talk or something..because everyone always stays until like 9:30. but she couldn't. so eventually i HAD to get out of her car. we had fun though and she really liked it. of course she's been before, but yeah :-) i hate how you look forward to something for so long though..then when it gets here it's gone in like 2 seconds. i didn't want her to leave..mostly because i'm not sure when we'll get the chance to do something again, considering she's so busy with crew and like a million other things right now. it just plain sucks! after she left, braden and i talked for awhile in the car. it was nice. then we took him home, i came back here, got online and talked to sara, allie and lauren. i really miss lauren. it seems like when her and i do something it makes me miss her more, afterwards, then when i do when it's been forever since we've done anything. does that make sense? well, not to me. but anyways, i'm going to go. later kids. p.s. i love lauren mcintire! she's my best friend :-)