this morning was kind of dumb because alison wasn't there, so i missed her. i even wore the "i heart NY" shirt today that she got me last week :-) so poop on her for not being there. we had a speaker in drafting today who talked about washington state community college, and it was sooo boring. eric and i just talked the whollle time. we were kind of rude, but oh well! it's not like either one of us will ever see him again :-) so it really doesn't matter. math was fun as always! mostly just because tara's in it :-) after class we both went up to the 3rd floor and just sat down in the hall and made everyone walk around us when the bell rang :-) then out of nowhere she's like, "you have really cool shirts..all the time. bring me one of them tomorrow so i can wear it. one of thoughs church ones that you have. you have lots of thoughs." hahaha and i was like, "okay, then you have to bring me one of yours too!" so she's bringing me a shirt of hers tomorrow and i'm bringing one of mine for her :-) she better remember or i'll be verrry mad. clay went out to taco bell to get him and sara lunch, so while he was gone sara came over and sat in between allie and i. and she told me all about her weekend and stuff. it was cute :-) but of course i just read it in her diary. yay!! hopefully lauren comes to lunch with me tomorrow :-( yesterday in english miss dye gave us all yet another book to read called ALIVE. i started reading it today and it better be good is all i've got to say!! ohh and we also watched some more of october sky :-) i was suppose to have therapy today but i rescheduled it for tomorrow. i just wasn't in the mood i guess. my dad's been mean all night and my mom's been in a good and bad mood too. so i don't know. i had to babysit megan for a little bit earlier. she's sick and pam had her taken in for tests today. poor baby :-( i don't want her to be sick, it's sad. i called tara and left a message then she called back around 9:30. actually she called like a million times but that's a whole other story :-( eventually i talked to her, so she'll remember the shirt tomorrow :-) yay!!! ohhh and i talked to lauren for a few minutes online, but not long enough. things aren't the best right now but you know what they say, "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" so all i have to say is that i'm still alive. that's it. laterrrr.