i know i haven't updated forever. i've been updating my xanga lately and haven't felt like doing this too. so yeah. last night i went to the sternwheeler with braden. we fought a whole lot when we first got there, but eventually stopped after we realized how dumb we were. then we found sara and clay =) so the four of us walked around together the rest of the time. it was very fun. sara and i hardly see each other at school so i was happy we hungout. before we got ready to leave though, some girl who was ashley mullen's friend, stopped sara and apparently was yelling at her or something about stuff that's going on between the volleyball team. braden, clay and i didn't realize what was happening though until afterwards when sara started crying. i still haven't talked to sara about what happened. anyways, braden and i got into another fight on the way to drop me off at home and i haven't talked to him since then. he had to go to the away football game tonight since he's in band, which sucked because he missed the beautiful fireworks!! i watched them with mine and bekah's parents. they were sooo very pretty =) last year was more fun though because i watched them with megan, jack, ally, braden and some other people. i didn't see anyone tonight. at all. i miss so many people it isn't even funny. this year, so far, has seriously sucked. and i really do hate it!! well i'm tired. gooooodnight!!